Crystal clear

Going away to nothing and back
And realizing that nothing is the way we see it
Hurts too much, destroys the wishes
Takes too far away from everything I love

What do I feel, I feel nothing
And is this the time to die young
And should I be crystal clear?

Living alone in the world of ours
In our own film which gives it all
Is that the real happiness
And is there anything left of it all?